study la!

I'm like this girl.
looking at the sky, waiting. hoping that God would answer my every prayer, hoping that my life would change for the better.

sigh. I really need to drown myself with a mountain of books already. SPM trials' are less than 1 month. pfft!
*fingers crosses*
I am not, I repeat, not *hopefully* going to update my blog after this anymore.
if I do, please hit me! >.<

I'm not in a good mood. ain't have any idea.
sorry.
God, please give me the strength to carry on. I'm really tired.

SPM, I'm so going to conquer you! you wait and see! because of you, I'm feeling so stress and helpless! >.<

ps : I don't bladdy care, really. still, my heart aches. ):

lots of love,
cmy

'' I want your Ipod Touch '' by Cap Limau. :D

'' I want your Ipod Touch '' - Cap Limau.

Cap Limau with her Ipod Touch. >.<
envy wey. :/

thanks for the drawing. (:
heh, don't only draw for me la.
give me your Ipod Touch before you leave for Europe! xD

ps : I want you, I really do <3

lots of love,
cmy

xoxo.

I've always been waiting. I've always been missing you. and yes, I've always been loving you. more deeply, each day. after that day (you know when), I'm a little confused. I don't know why. should I keep waiting for you? no, it is you, is it worth waiting for me? you and I have a future ahead of us. we meet new people everyday. but, I'm actually really scared you'll walk away from my life, again. will you? I don't know, but I will keep my faith and trust.

I will never think of you so much anymore, I swear!
I have an SPM to concentrate on, 3 more months to study :/

I don't dare to give high hopes, actually.
still,
I'll wait till my birthday, that's what you've said.
if still, nothing happens, I will do what I'm suppose to do.
that is to move on.
xoxo.

ps : I've got diarhoea and head pain. didn't attend school. ):

lots of love,
cmy

(:

I miss you.

if you're really meant for me,
we will go through all obstacles.

bear with me till my SPM's over.

I'm sorry for thinking of you that often nowadays.
I promise I will concentrate in my studies.
I wanna make you happy.
I wanna make you proud. (:

my mind is calm and clear.
my heart, there's only you.

I love you.

lots of love,
cmy

inter-school debate competition and national service.

I'm so proud with my debate team members! we lead our school to victory after all that we've gone through, be it screamings, shoutings and the look that says we won't get far from some teachers and parents, not everyone. we're glad that we prove them wrong! despite that, our own headmistress gave us hugs to show moral support before and after the competition.

shoutout to Nhan, Mahi, Khavi and Zac! we rawk! :D

Amanda, Pui Yee and Yin Ying, you guys rawk too! thanks for helping us so so much.

Pui Yee : THANKS LOL ^^

btw, I'm not selected to National Service. and yah Pui Yee also.

too bad, Amanda and Khavi got selected :/ Amanda is very scared and excited at the same time. don't disturb her, she's very sensitive nowadays.

we are preparing for the debate.

inter-zone debate competition is tomorrow.

pray for us. *fingers crosses*

shoutout from us in the school computer lab.

Nhan : we rawk! :D

Khavi : I'm so proud of us!

Zac : CPR rawkx!

Mahi : I'm very happy and hope that we would represent KL!

Amanda : Eunice, belanja me makan ok?

Pui Yee : *dancing* wth -___-

me : LOL!

I know I shouldn't be blogging but I can't help it la. haha!

ps : blogging in the school computer lab (:

lots of love,
cmy

am going to be away till spm is over, think so.

hey people, my beloved blog will be ''dead'' for these few months to come due to the shortage of time to study for SPM :/ anyway, I will start blogging as soon as my SPM is over, hopefully. (:

sorry for not updating the Class Genting Trip. hopefully, I will update after my SPM. *fingers crosses*. haha yah, I know. suck right? :x

I was grounded by my mom, or shall I say quarantine? (well, not really a quarantine la, I still go for tuition, school, makan with friends) for 4+ months. sad case right? must finish a set of past years question every single day and I must study at least 2-3 hours under the supervision of my mom or daddy :/

I didn't care much about my PMR back then. so, I didn't get such supervision is it? haha.

realizing the style that my parents are going to treat me for the upcoming months, geez, reminiscing the old times when I was studying for UPSR, I feel like a small and spoilt brat kid all of a sudden. :x

God bless and take care people! do miss me :D

and I will only online on Saturday (:
my Facebook and Twitter is still active via my handphone :P

lots of love,
cmy

drawing by Cap Limau, tagged by Rachel Tey (:

thanks for drawing for me Cap Limau.
I received sms from Pui Yee saying that Cap Limau drew a robot for me :X
Cap Limau was so scared that I didn't like it.
I got to admit, I got a shock but it's really cute!! x)
check out the Ipod? xP

thanks Rachel babe!
your tag was touching wey x)
*click to enlarge*
ps : I'm the No 2 :D

Tagged by Rachel Tey Mei Yee! :D
she has the same chinese name as me. haha!

1. Besides your lips , where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
neck :P

2. How did you feel when you woke up this MORNING?
great! prayed to the Lord, and was nervous of the debate results, honestly.

3. Who was the last person / people you took a photo WITH?
Pui Yee.

4. Would you consider yourself SPOILED?
haha yah :x

5. Will you ever donate BLOOD?
yahh :D

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite SEX?
yah, why not? (:

7. Do you want someone to be DEAD?
nope.

8. What does your last text message SAY?
please do take care of yourself. I'm worried.

9. What are you thinking about right NOW?
the debate motion! debate. debate! how am I going to debate about the 3rd round motion? :/

10. Do you want someone to be with you right NOW?
yahhh! a lot! ):

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
12.45am. after chatting with Rachel babe x)

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
badminton stadium. lol.

13. Is someone on your mind right NOW?
I got to admit, yah.

14. Who was the last person who text YOU?
someone, somewhere.

TEN Lucky Person to do this quiz.
1. Pui Yee.
2. Sharmaine Quake.
3. Carmen Wong.
4. Esther Chan.
5. Soo Kuan.
6. Keng Sein.
7. Eunice Tam.
8. Kah Mun, Wong.
9. Seng Hoo.
10. Cap Limau.

15. Who is No. 2 having a relationship WITH?
she's single. I bet that she'll meet someone, soon. or she had already met? who knows? :D

16. Is No. 3 a male or a FEMALE?
female. duh.

17. If No. 7 and No. 1 get TOGETHER , would it be a good?
no way man! they don't even know each other lol!

18. What is No. 1 studying?
form 5 syllabus la.

19. When was the last time you chatted with THEM?
everyday. well, almost everyday. since I'm currently busy with debate preparation ):

20. IS No. 4 SINGLE?
nope la of coz. got her jake. haha! so sweet sumore >.<

21. Say something about No. 2.
I care and love her a lot. she's like my little sister (:

22. What do you think about No. 3 & No. 6 being TOGETHER?
wahsehh! impossible laa!

23. Describe No. 9.
awesome! not that tall xD he's very complicated, like me. we've lots of things in common. no wonder we're fraternal twin siblings x)

24 . What will you do if No. 6 and No. 7 FIGHT?
they won't. haha x)

25 . Do you like No. 8?
my dear junior. every time I see her, she'll smile one (:

ps : emotionally and physically exhausted. am so busy with inter-school debate competition.

next update : Class Genting Trip.
(I hope that I would update this quick. there were too many cam-whore sections la. got to upload so many pictures :/ hahaha!)

lots of love,
cmy

frustrated.

I am freaking frustrated. I can't seem to upload pictures into my post. sickening.

on the other hand, tomorrow is the inter-school debate competition. may God bless my school debate team members. and by making sure Madam won't scream our heads off :s

badminton news : Indonesia Open.

a history has been made which was the,
Women's Doubles (Wong Pei Ty - Chin Ee Hui). They grabbed the gold medals, beating the unseeded, China but hey, the unseeded won the Korean Pair which is so wow! lol (:
great huh? :D
Men's Singles (Lee Chong Wei), as always (when Lin Dan doesn't participate) became the champion defeated Indonesian favorite, Taufik Hidayat (:

oh gosh, I realized I've got so many postponed posts >.< I just don't have the time to blog :/

ps : Blessed Father's Day.

lots of love,
cmy